a Family

My life..

My half..

My happiness..

People who I can’t live without.

I shouldn’t never make them worry about me.

I shouldn’t never make them angry with me.

I shouldn’t never make them cry without me.

To my dearest daddy, I’m sorry… I can’t show you my best side yet. I still learning and learning.. Day by day.. I meet people who care about me or sometimes judge me. But don’t worry too much dad, did you know? You have the strongest daughter in da world. If I’m not, I couldn’t stay right here now. Thanks for everything you made for me.. I’ve the best mom.. She’s such an angel. Sorry for not kept my promises to not make her cry again and again :“)

Did you know? I’m still in the start.. Though I’ve already 1 years graduated from my school. Seems like the way is still very loooooonnnggg… But you can see me, can’t you? I hope you can’t see me now.. Why? I don’t wanna make you sad because you see me like this. Even I just made a started.. I’ve already fell many times. But I’m alright, I’m not telling mom about this. So, she won’t be worried :”)

It’s hurt, but not too much. Did you remember when I went to the dentist and you said that it wasn’t hurt? Yes!! That was it! To be honest… Those tooth extraction was very hurt than this, that feel was like I lost the one of my tooth… So ashamed.. But I never feel losing any. Day by day that I live.. I always support myself, “you must go far away till you know who you are”. Everyday.. The case that I’ve ever experienced, I made it to be my lesson. So, don’t worry too much. I’m 19 now! I’ve grown ups! I’ll continue my lesson and never make you and mommy sad, never!

Dear mom… Please wait me till I can give you a truly of happiness, makes you always happy, I’ll show you my pride.. As soon as possible! So, please stay healthy. By the way, I love you isn’t enough to show my love for you. But I love you anyway❤

- Written by the girl who always hide in the corner -